Love Insomnia

another night taken away by thoughts of you.
eyes clsoed, forced memories have the qualities to break through.

a broken heart followed by nightmares
keep me up all night like this isnt fair, leading me into slight despair.

sleeping pills wouldn't even ease away this love insomnia i have over you.

lights on. can't sleep in the dark.
for the sake that i'd reminisce about you holding me close at night, promising that
you'd never let go which always led to a shining bright spark in my heart.

in deep thoughts wanting to fall asleep but all i can do is envision you.

can't sleep, can't eat; this love insomnia got me feeling consciously blu.

in desperate need of a blanket and a tissue, to wipe away all the mislead memories and to hide the dreams that were sold to me that never came true.

that's it

I made a decision, you made a choice. now look where we at. I'll use everything you said to me against you and label them as facts because we don't even talk anymore and imma leave it at that.

damn!

I made mistakes and took chances. Im not saying i regret them but, i look around and realize where im standing. Its not what i expected. I try very hard not to pay attention; that you left me here all alone, no comfort, no hand to hold you just left me here out in the cold. maybe sometime later in life i'll come into perspective that life goes on and in the end your gonna miss me when im gone.

new life, now let go!

the new beginning of my life is of upcoming. as of june 11 2oo9 i will begin a new life and a new me. I've been through many trials and tribulations along the line of my life and yet to be pleased. I've been manipulated and hurt in so many ways and yet im still standing. I gave my only heart to the only boy i knew and he took it and broke it like it wasn't anything new. i'll always remember to forgive and forget, but the pain is still there and im bruised almost broken but i wont let him see me like this because im too strong and a frown will not unfold. So, as of june 11, 2oo9 which is my graduation from high school i will let go all the ones that hurt me and begin a new life, a new chapter, a new development with or without them. in the end it wont be me who's in need of their love, that'll be them but it will be to late for me to look back and reform them

new.

Hello there bloggers! well, my name is breanna and this is my first time using this so, bare with me. I was told by one of my close friends angelica "jellie" that i should make one because i am a great writer and i agreed, but now i dont know where to begin lol. so this is my first blog obviously letting you guys know where i stand. follow me and i promise you--you will be pleased :)